Thats what i am listening to right, its 6am and i have to get up at 10am, so yeah...i am such a responsible person.

Lately, it seems life is throwing me shitting hand of cards. I mean out of five cards i am only being left with a pair and now i am putting that final bet in the pot. COuld it be enough? Could i be playing people who are just fooling me trying to get me to fold so they can take the pot for themselves. Do i stick in and get screwed over and loose everything i put into the pot?

I am battling this part of me to grow up out of this phase of my life. I don't know why. I hate where i am at right now and i am constantly feeling like Dante from Clerks screaming " i got to start my life". ( speaking of him i got to see him at my park in universal. He now does a radio show called Fangora).

So what do i do to do such a thing? I mean, i don't think i have much to offer the world, but people constantly tell me " put out a book" " put out a sketch book" " why are you here, get out". Are they right, or wrong.

Life is full of fun choices aren't they.

I just know i will never make the choice to work a dead end job,in a desk talking to people about their insurance, power bill, or money.

I am talking to my gf ( the pair i keep in my hand) about opening up commissions and trying to make some extra cash and started doing some work for people. Me and my gf are begining to move out of this apartment and into our own, so i have to do something.

IF anyone is interested drop a note, or a comment. I don't have prices set, but i doubt they will be any more than 20 bucks for something colored since i am new to this, and i have no real name on deviant.

Once again give me a heads up and i'll be happy to do something for you.

Oh Melodies of life is the theme song from Final Fantasy 9, one of the great games.